Hello i have been struggling with depression & low energy levels as in fluctuating energy as well as anxiety because of this for many years now. I experienced early childhood sexual traumas & emotional neglect which I think may have been the trigger for my on going struggles. I have had some very goo periods in my life but it seems that I am vulnerable to collapse through emotional triggers...this has made it hard for me to achieve & live the full life I dream of. When my energy levels are normal & no anxiety I feel great & nothing daunts me ...I have been trying so many things over the years. counselling . CBT therapy, Accunect, Homeopathy, meditation , using crystals , nutrition , mindfulness ...prayer ...its been such a struggle. off & on over the past couple of years I have been getting increased heart palpitations coming & going ...waves of tiredness ...then things will be fine again ...I check my thyroid about every 3-6 months & the recent tst showed another downward turn & I felt so disappointed because I have been trying so hard ...I believe in a full remission & healing from this condition...I have overcome other big challenges & I feel like a marathon runner who has been on this long endurance test & I can always just see the finishing line & believe I am getting closer...but like a bad dream I never seem to quite get there..ath the moment i am in CBT therapy weekly ...looking at my core beliefs & how these impact on me...I understand all of this & I have been told I am doing really well , making progress...but this is all so 3rd dimensional ...so arduous ...these default settings...the beliefs at a cellular level are what need to be addressed & I understand how all of this works too...however Accunect which i have been doing off & on for a few years ...now feels for me like a " MIRAGE" & then I start tointernalize this & ask myself well what is wrong with me that with all these accunect sessions I am still struggling with Hashimotos ...sorry i should have mentioned this at the start...I am not just hypothyroid..I have Hashimotos also.
I had heard about Theta some time back, a few years ago actually...i was being encouraged to learn this ...I have been on a search to heal myself & also decide on my own life path as a healer ...now I have come back to Theta & I believe everything happens for a reason & when we are ready we go through another stage of transformation ...from the chrysalis to the butterfly /
I know I have not asked straight questions ...my narrative is my question.
Best Regards
Macushla.
Hello Macushla, I have just become a member of the Wellness Directory so have only just seen your submission. I hope that you have now found an answer to your problems but if not you may wish to get in touch with me, via my website marytonner.co.nz. Kind regards, mary